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I... itch. all the time. Deep beneath my skin, where the bone sits, enshrined in flesh, I feel it. Something, not moving, but that wants to move. Wants to be free. It. itches.   ...and I don’t think I want it. I don’t know what to do. You can’t help me. I don’t think so, at least. But whatever it is that calls to me, that wants me for its own... it hates you. It hates what you are and what you do. And if it hates you, then maybe you can help me. If I wanted to be helped. I don’t know if I do.  ....You must understand, it sings so sweetly, and I need it, but I am afraid. It isn’t right and I need help. I need it to be seen. To be seen in the cold light of knowledge is anathema to the things that crawl and slither and swarm in the corners and the cracks. In the pitted holes of the hive.

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  • 12/11/2024 site has been undergoing a MAJOR rehaul/restyle for the past week! new minty-lacey theme ♡
  • 30/07/2024 added a second sidebar with guest log to the home page!
  • 26/07/2024 introduction page is all styled & looking cute !!! added madoka page doll
  • 21/07/2024 updated fonts, added stamps, added bg doily
  • 03/06/2024 changed url from 'styxieblog' to 'fogandthe steamsoftea'
  • 25/04/2024 journal page up & running!
  • 24/04/2024 site LOOKS great, home page finished, other pages still wip

*Notes*

this website looks best on a laptop. it is painfully readable on mobile, but may be missing features and formatted very inconvieniently. much reccomended you view this at your desktop.

I'd like to say hello and welcome you, good day, that is my name
Come here and sit down, I'm so glad you even really truly came
We can even go and take a walk or something like that or something like that
But first, I need to introduce my what and introduce my when

Hello everyone !!! Im Styxie , welcome to my own personal site. Mostly, i just lounge about and mess with the place every couple of weeks, but sometimes ill get into fits of obsession and update my journal 4 times a day every day for a while. Just a bit of web-based hangout ! I like to chat about my daily life, books, music, tv, crafts, the whole lot and occasionally i fall into a Lolita frenzy. I'm working towards making a sort-of blog section where i can post things that might be actually interesting to other people like reviews and tutorials and such, but for now its just me and my thoughts. See you round !!!

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